He watching a guy walk across Norway on YouTube. He’s nauseous. He was nauseous last night too. The last two nights his pain has seemed to be worse as well. He’s uncomfortable today too. I have text his local doc and if I feel it’s necessary I will contact Chicago too. But. While we are in this waiting period, it’s hard. Harder than when on treatment because at least then there is more of a why to it all. We were supposed to meet friends for ice cream but that’s not happening now. And tomorrow is lake time with the family and he doesn’t want to miss that. It. Just. Sucks. No other way to put it. This picture says so much and with words I could describe it all but sometimes, sometimes, I don’t want to. I live it and witness it and share it but today, today it just stings too much to do that. So. I’ll keep sorting the weeks of behind laundry preparing for the month away while he sits in the living room with Happy Tummy essential oil blend made for him in his diffuser watching YouTube quietly. I’ll check on him too much and my worry will hang out with me and my laundry. Happy fucking Friday.

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