The next time we come here, it will be for Adlers surgery. A necessary surgery. A surgery because of a surgery and because of his tumor in his cervical spine. I am leaving today after spending some time here by myself knowing that in two weeks we will be back. All together until we aren’t. I don’t care how amazing the doctors are, and they are, or how “strong” we are and Adler especially, this shit ain’t easy. I know the drill all too well and I hate that I do. I hate that we do. We will come up on Sunday as Adler will need a Covid test on Monday prior to his surgery that Thursday the 29th. He will have a pre-op appointment with his oncologist and see his endocrinologist as well on the 28th. All of which I will be the only parent with him. Aaron will be able to be with us for the surgery but as soon as we are admitted to a room, he must leave. This has never happened. We have always been together for hospital stays. It’s just me and the boy for the 3-4 days after. Hopefully it’s not more but…..we all know it could be. We’re still pretty jaded from the last surgery!!!! So. When I turn around and lock the door today to this beautiful condo I know that the next time I open the door it will be different. But for the same goddamn reason. Cancer. And yes I am typing this with tears streaming down my cheeks and my heart in my throat. Cancer sure does put ya through it!!!! Man. So as always, Bold As Love and forever FUCK CANCER!!!! 🅰️🌈⚓💙

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